terkezut ke !

Haaa amik kau tetiba aku rasa macam nak hapdate je blog ni.

Macam-macam je berlaku, yang menarik, yang sedih, yang sakit, yang ajaib semua ada tapi aku nak hapdate pasal ni satu je.

Once upon a time in a room full of sampah everywhere baju sepahsepah here and there.. there i was, on tumblr focusing and scrolling in which if you even shove me a durian to my face i tak kisah unless french fries Mcd i kisah leww.

Tiba-tiba, all of a sudden, Lan called.. let us just assume that probably during the 7th or 8th or maybe 9th time, i started to snap back to reality. tenggelam dalam dunia tumblr lecehh. leka broo. not good not healty. hmm.

Rasa macam nak buat2 tidur je tapi orang dah panggil byk kali tu tak nyahut kuang hajo pulak. So nak tunjuk betapa tak kurang hajar nye aku, instead of responding, i got off the bed and went to him auwww how sweet.

Keluar2 je pintu bilik, HOMAIGAWSHH HOMAIGAWRSH !

Kau tengok kucing ni GOMOK, GEBU, BULU LOBAT siapa tak jerit2 tengok. Boleh pulak dia sesat masuk tingkap rumah aku lepastu dah la manja dgn orang tak kenal, buat pulak macam rumah sendiri. melampau tapi takpe. GERRRAMM aihh aku kurung dalam bilik sampai sahur keesokan nye.

Dia lost ni tapi aku humban kat tingkap taknak pulak keluar pi jalan balik. Kalau aku jadi owner dia ni dah report polis kucing GOMOK GEBU CANTIK hilang. Excited punye pasal siap text mak aku 3 pagi cakap ada kucing cantik walaupun tahu mak aku dah dibuai mimpi just so in return she'd know asap.

However, regardless of how excited i was thinking i could keep the cat, abah mama bising. kucing kat rumah ni dah byk. kau gila kucing orang nii pergi hantar kat luar biar dia carik jalan balik. Time sahur tu aku hantar lah kat luar.. sedih mak, nak. Kucing tu lek jee terus jalan carik jalan balik lettew.

Aku doa je lah dia jumpa dah rumah dia. insyaALLAH. :')

:'(

I hope u're doing okayyy. all the time. aku doakan kau gonjeng :'(

I feel bad though :'(

Where's my toes ?

Stand still. Try not to hold your breath. Just let loose of your self especially tummy part.
Look down ! Can you see your toes ?! If you do, you're just normal nothing to be afraid off.

In my case, i should be freaking out because i cant see my toes. T_T
My point is.. with a tummy so round and bulging like this [referring to my tummy], people may think im pregnant. i mean, why wouldnt they? -.- All those yummy2 in my stomach need to be expelled out ASAP. i want to see my toes ! lol.

Okay nak pi semayang maghrib. Malam sat g nak pi tengok SHAOLIN dgn amil ;)
Besok pagi balik Penang ;'(.

BYE ! assalamualaikum :)

Tak Sabaq !

Besok lepak melaka. kite kena tidur awal malam ni. okay tidur awal.
Besok birthday Lan. So besok sebelum senja kena balik. okay kena balik.

I was thinking bout me, thinking bout me, what im gonna be ?

My passion is soo not towards writing. That's why i have never ever thought of becoming a journalist like you would even care to know.

THEREFORE, i'll be blogging when i feel like it. yeah likee right now, obviously ?

For the second time like you would even care to know, i'mma talk about this course im taking, PHARMACY yawww ohh.

Whether or not i go for the practical and finish my diploma or straight away to my degree through fast track. T_T

Kite dah usya usya jugak subject degree pharmacyyy and nak nangis ar tengok T_T.
whaddaya expect having 12,13 subjects in 1 semester which all of the subjects require you to memorize until you wouldnt even remember how many cats you have.

So lets say if kite terkandas tengah2 degree (lets just hope not!) and takde sijil diploma ? Siapa nak kahwin dengan kite ?! T_T

To start all over again is a BIG no no no. ngehh :D.

And if i finish my diploma. and further in degree (which is 4 years.. which includes me being a bookworm for 4 years i knowww exactly because i am aware that i have to bring, like a dictionary which is full of information according to all the drugs which is available in Malaysia to class so yeahh i'm a nerd and i hope you dont have problems with that -.-) By the time i finish my degree.. i am 25, 26 or so ? work for like 1 and a half year ? get married ? have plenty of kidds ? and live happily ever after ? auwwwww. :)

Some say go for fast track. Some say finish my diploma.

Well i say I DONT KNOW. T_T

Oh well ini hanyalah luahan perasaan... because my heart keeps changing which makes it even harder for me to put a PERIOD to my decision. PERIOD.

THERE ! your mercies and sympathies are very much appreciated T_T

Semester I Physicochemical Basis for Pharmacy Pharmacy Practice I Human Anatomy and Physiology Pharmaceutical Organic Chemistry I Economics English (College English) Islamic and Asian Civilisation Co-Curriculum	Semester II Communication and Psychology Pharmacy Practice II Principles of Pharmacology Pharmaceutical Organic Chemistry II Pharmaceutical Biochemistry Fundamentals of Pharmaceutics I Information Technology in Business English (Reading & Critical Thinking) Co-Curriculum Drugs in Sport (elective)
Semester III Pharmaceutical Immunology Principles of Pathology Peripheral Nervous System and Pharmacotherapeutics Fundamentals of Pharmaceutics II Biostatistics and Calculus Pharmaceutical Microbiology Principles and Practice of Management English (Communication & Interpersonal Skills) Third Language Ethnic Relations Co-Curriculum Drugs of Abuse (elective) Pharmaceutical Industry Legislation (elective)	Semester IV Pharmaceutical Analysis Drug Delivery System I Chemotherapeutic Drugs Endocrine, Reproductive Systems and Pharmacotherapeutics Principles and Practice of Marketing Third Language Traditional Medicine (elective) Principles of Biological Screening, Structure-Activity Relationships, Molecular Modelling (elective)
Semester V Drug Delivery System II Pharmacognosy Respiratory and Renal Systems and Pharmacotherapeutics CVS and Pharmacotherapeutics Pharmaceutical Bioengineering and Biotechnology Financial Management Third Language Introduction to Veterinary Pharmacy (elective) Major Therapeutic Classes of Drugs of Natural or Synthetic Origin (elective)	Semester VI Autocoids, Anti-Inflammatory Agents, GIT System and Pharmacotherapeutics CNS and Pharmacotherapeutics Toxicology Hospital Pharmacy Pharmaceutical Industry Practice Pharmaceutical Care· Research I (Research Proposal) Concepts and Practice of Retailing Radiopharmacy (elective) Spectral Methods and Introduction to Structural Determination (elective)
Semester VII Applied Therapeutics in Cardiovascular and Pulmonary Disorders Applied Therapeutics in Infectious Diseases and Neoplastic Disorders Clinical Pharmacokinetics Pharmaceutical Material and Product Characterization Research II Introduction to International Business Reaction Mechanisms in Chemistry (elective)	Semester VIII Pharmacoepidemiology and Social Pharmacy Applied Therapeutics in Gastrointestinal, Renal and Endocrine Disorders Applied Therapeutics in Hematopoietic, Neurology and Psychiatry Ethics and Forensic Pharmacy

Bermuda triangle

Okay tadi tengok Guiliver's Travels dengan abg raj, lan and amil.
biasa je. tak payah tengok pun takpe. hihi.

25 december 2010

As familiar as it sounds, 25 dec is christmas. No, i will be celebrating no xmas. In fact, i'll be celebrating alyssa's 3rd birthday. Her birthday is not necessarily falls on the day of xmas. hehe. we're just doing a small party on xmas because it's public holidayy yaww people!

In honour of her birthday, my mom, lan, and i headed for sogo. Ya you dont expect a 3-year-old birthday party without any presents do you ?

Pendekkan cerita.

from grandma,


from maksu and pak uda,


from atuk, mungkin bicycle. lain2 tu che' tak tahu. :)

ahhh, treats for myself,




siapa2 nak datang partayyyyy 25dec ? hihi.

Amiepunzel isnt so bad :)

I'm gaining weight. heck, i'm a girl and so it's an issue.
Since i've watched rapunzel, and the hero eugene was verryyyy ohhh sooo good-looking, i wish he was reallll, mannn! The movie is great. zillion thumbs up !




AHH-DOOO-RAAA-BLEE (you know, falling in love with a cartoon character is a pain in the ass or may i say most hurtful because you know he never will exist.) :(









Next on list.

I love JT from the day he was singing byebyebye ;). therefore i'm so watching this.



And this one also. i do follow narnia much more than i do follow Harry Potter. But heck, i forgot the storyline whatsoever. still, i'mma watch em all. :))



okay tata. assalamualaikum :)